| Monday, December 01, 2008 |
| Journey To The North |
 just got back from razila wedding (officemate) at yan, kedah. "Selamat Pengantin Baru to Razila and Hanif". sorry hanif... coz i called you 'Hafiz'... i don't know why i call you that name... hehehe... don't be mad aaa... it's such a wonderful mini-adventures driving all the way from kl-kedah-kl with jehan and elle who knows how to have fun and 'sempoi'. i'm just feel a little bit sad coz we didn't have enough time to enjoy more in this trip.
sometimes it's really good to set a journey without put any fix schedule... just your car and road... we drive away to places where we want to see... go to places that have a good food... see people. left behind all burden, people that we care, work (that's the real reasons!!) i mean... everything!! even put aside your mobile, ipod, laptop or any tech-hardware and see the real world out-there. heheheh... ada berani?!!
hmmm... i wonder where my next journey is? |
posted by anilzeron @ 3:52 PM  |
|
|
|
| Thursday, November 27, 2008 |
| AL-FATIHAH buat atuk tersayang.... |
 I'd taken this picture during my cousin wedding ceremony at kampung a few years ago... she sat there and space out... thinking of something far away... that's what i though when i snap the pictures. i really love this picture... so peaceful... it's my masterpiece.
She just passed away on 20 October 2008. it's really shock because we just lost 2 people; my cousin and uncle last February and now we have to face another sad news. feels like i just saw her smile during Hari Raya two weeks ago and now... she's gone...
the saddest things is... to see abah face and when i see his tears... i really can't stand it. my father really adores and respect her. when you thinking back that time... it's really bring tears and im doing it right now.
.............sigh!
the hardest part when we attended the funeral of someone we love... is to see the faces who been left behind. they have to face the lost and the memory which can't be erase and live with it.
i'll always pray to Allah SWT to forgive and bless her... semoga atuk tergolong dalam jemaah yg dikasihi-Nya.
AMIN.
to me, this year is a mourn year. too many people i know either directly or not died... Al-Fatihah. |
posted by anilzeron @ 10:05 AM  |
|
|
|
| Tuesday, March 11, 2008 |
| YOU'VE GOT SERVED |
Malaysia Election on 12th already over and the results that realllllly shaking everyone... which i can say now to "the-specific-organization" that YOU'VE GOT SERVED!!... hahahaha
the results it's really surprise to everyone which the opponent have more that one third of chair in state and parliament... it's never been before in history... yet somehow we all know that this election will be something interesting.... you agree with me? and i feel so lucky to see and witness the amazing history live in front of me.
now the real politic drama will be more interesting to watch... |
posted by anilzeron @ 3:01 PM  |
|
|
|
| Wednesday, March 05, 2008 |
| SPIT |
every morning when im walking from monorail to my office the graetest challenging i have to face is to make sure that i never step on spit on the walking side... EWWW... IT'S REALLY DISGUSTING in every way to describe it. the looks... the smell... the pattern and when the people spit it... erghhh!! even when i write this things... really make me goosebumps or something and feels like to throw out. yukkk!!!
i dont know why... but it's like a culture to my country. a really bad culture... and it's always man who done it... well... so far never seen the female do that...doesn't care old, young, big, small, rich, poor, educated or not...or which racist are them there all do the same... this things have to be stop. i really mean it!! everywhere we can see people spitting on the road even when they're driving... why this kind of people do that... can you think for the other people or you just born to be selfish j**k... i recommend you to bring your own plastic bag or paper or whatever i dont care... just DONT spit on the road where the OTHER people use to walking on it.
we should follow like singapore... everyone who spit will be fine up to S$500. believe me, if our country follow this rules... we'll be rich in just a short period. |
posted by anilzeron @ 12:06 PM  |
|
|
|
| Monday, March 03, 2008 |
| 8 MARCH 2008 |
Election is about around the corner... everywhere we'll see all kinda flags around the country, some slogan are funny but some kinda disturb and the way people extreme behavior towards this season. I'd heard all funny story like one of this... some people who claim themselves a Muslim said during the election season (people who watch tv know which party im talking about)... "mengumpat" or "mengutuk" is halal... based on what kitab or hadith that dare him to speak a statement like that. clearly enough... is that kinda people who we will choose to lead us which he himself don't know what he's saying...
if you see closely... u know that...
some people don't like the changes... some people face the challenge and want the changes... choose people who fight for their own people... or for all the people... people who just the follower... or people who can think and act... people who been "buy"... or stand on their own... so... which person are you?
Now... who should i vote? should i vote based on flags color or the participant or by racist? i wonder... how it's feels to have different ruler in this country... half of century we've been ruled under the same organization and we know what their good and bad act. well... i can't guarantee if we change the new ruler their can make our country for the better... but at least it's a good hit to the head for "the organization" now... that not all things will be smooth as plan. hehe... you've got served.... ( i wonder if the times will come?!) |
posted by anilzeron @ 10:18 AM  |
|
|
|
| Wednesday, February 27, 2008 |
| Al-Fatihah... to Nizam and Ami Sharom |
Its been a sad week for me... my cousin and uncle had passed away. it's quite a shock news for me...seems so fast... feels not so long i saw them and now they're gone... FOREVER!
I remember that Islam teach and courage us to visit the funeral and learn from it...
... and i take the word.
when my cousin was alive, he done so much bad things... well, to tell you the truth... a day before he died i'd mentioned his name and said not a nice things about him because the stole my sister handphone and tried to treated her... of course i hate him to the core. but when the sad news come last friday... suddenly... all the hatred and the bad thing he done to us gone... shock, sad and pity replaced it. the way he went to the hospital and died alone without close family, friends or related besides him until the last breath it's really breaks me. when i went to the funeral... all i want to think about all the good things that we had shared especially when we're young... when we're still innocent and don't know how harsh the society can change us... it kinda make me sad and i cried for him. that's my present to him...
two days after my cousin died, we received another shocking news from sabah on monday morning before i went to work that one of fav uncle also passed away. the same day angah's birthday (Happy Birthday Angah!) My uncle one of a few good man that i knew... and he will always be in many mind's people who knew him. many people come the funeral and pray for him. when i saw his face... he looks so peaceful in his sleep. he's been a great husband to my aunt, great father to my cousins and a good person in and out. it will never feel the same when he gone and somehow i knew people around him will always remember and pray for him. one things i respect about him... like he knew that he not live for long... he paid all the debt because he didn't want his family to take over the debt. in his last breath... he spoke to his wife that he already forgive all the sins his wife and all the childrens. to hear the last will from him when my aunt said it... it makes anyone who heart it ... cried along with her and felt the lost.
this early year it's kinda sad time for me... i'd heard too many people around me directly or indirectly died. so... people who read this blog... if you're muslim... let's us give AL-FATIHAH to all people who once live and breath with us.
... at the end "kubur" is our stop and our last home and we'll stay there until the judgement day. |
posted by anilzeron @ 5:06 PM  |
|
|
|
| Tuesday, January 22, 2008 |
| BLOG IMPRESSION |
| i really don't know if people read my blog. i think mine it's a little bit boring... too many complain and so little of happiness event. hahah! well... when i'm reading someone else i always impress and though "how can they write something this amazing?" or "this person's life it's so interesting" or "where they can get the idea to write something good" " auww.. that's cute!"... im really envious someone who has talent to write or create because i dont have it... well it's not im complaining (a 'lil bit tho)... everyone has their own quality... it just i dont know how to bring out mine. i think myself are quite funny but i dont know if people get my humor... or not. (sigh!) |
posted by anilzeron @ 6:26 PM  |
|
|
|
|
| BA BA BLACK SHEEP |
today our department had been called by our !&%## director. we all know what're the topics will be... so it's not a surprise. the way he planned i can see what will happen in future where you got the gold and we got the s**t from client's. i know that he know, we all were not agreed and he had no shamed with what he done because he's the BOSS! the worst thing that he did... he want to take us for expensive lunch. ooo... so now you want to "buy" us for your crime. sorry... you take a wrong group!!
i'll make sure that you will bare all the burden... not us!! im not getting paid to be your black sheep barbecue. Damn! |
posted by anilzeron @ 5:53 PM  |
|
|
|
|
|